We're always fighting

Ugh.. So I this morning I woke up comfortable, feeling like I had a good nights rest but within seconds that feeling turned into one of disgust. I felt like I knew that sometime soon i was going to betray God again. NO!!! I wont let that happen today though. Despite all the things that make me want to quit today, all the tax junk I have to take care of, the doctors appointments I have to make, papers I have to edit, research I have to do.. all that disgusting stuff taking up time and money, I know I can't take the easy way out today. I already feel like a traitor because a part of me wants to live for itself right now, but NO.. for today... My life belongs to God!